I really shouldn't even talk about what life with three kids is like because it'll be life with four kids in what, 18 weeks? It's insane. I cannot even wrap my head around that and everyone keeps telling me it'll be like having twins, as if that is supposed to make it sound better.
Stop saying that folks, that sounds horrific.
But life with three really IS hectic and I just now feel like I'm getting into a groove. Penelope is demanding but also not, if that makes sense? Ever since she was sick she's been a literal cling on to me and yay- that's super cute, but it's also not cute because sometimes I just really want to pee alone. Or eat without a tiny human clinging to my leg in full tears because I have put her down.
I hate this dog. If I didn't think he would die of an actual broken heart if I gave him away, I would. But he would be super sad and depressed and even I'm not that big of a jerk.
So that's kind of what it's been like here. I feel like I'm barely treading water but everyone is alive and I haven't totally dropped the ball on anything yet. This weekend we are having a birthday party for Jackson with his friends, so next week I'll post about that. That's on Sunday and have I started any party favors? NOPE. HA! It's at the roller rink (his choice!) so thankfully I don't have to do decorations or anything, but my goal was to at least make a fun Minecraft goodie bag, and he wants me to make him a cake. Which.. we'll see. I honestly have no patience for it and let's be honest, my skills are not good at all. But I also can't justify spending $30 on a cake when I know I can make one for $10. So yeah. We'll see what I end up doing. But he's excited and I'm just happy I can do something for him. Olivia already asked for some kind of spa day party for her in September. OY.